Yeah. Well. I was just reading balefully's ep reaction(s) and what her thoughts were. She said she wonders if it's not more like Lisa is what Dean thinks should be his happy thought -- and I really agree with that. I don't think Dean really knows anymore what makes him happy (or how to be, or anything like that) and I suspect he's glommed onto what feels "normal" and safe. It was A happy moment in his life, she didn't reject him the way Cassie did, even after she knew the truth of what he does.
But we were shown last week that Dean's version of Heaven (which to me is the ultimate Happy) is 4th of July fireworks with his brother. But that's not a safe thing right now, because of all the destiny shit.
But we were shown last week that Dean's version of Heaven (which to me is the ultimate Happy) is 4th of July fireworks with his brother. But that's not a safe thing right now, because of all the destiny shit.
I am hanging on to this because this makes sense to me.
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Date: 2010-04-09 02:24 am (UTC)But we were shown last week that Dean's version of Heaven (which to me is the ultimate Happy) is 4th of July fireworks with his brother. But that's not a safe thing right now, because of all the destiny shit.
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Date: 2010-04-09 01:26 pm (UTC)I am hanging on to this because this makes sense to me.