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Jan. 20th, 2010 01:19 pmYou know what I wish? I wish all the fic comms would have the same guidelines/rules/whatever, so that I wouldn't have to try and remember which one requires what, in which order. Oh, and something less than a 24hr turn-around would be nice. /cranky
I guess I lied when I said that sleep would fix the cranky. Or did I say that? Maybe I said it would fix the hopelessness feeling. Whatever. I guess it fixed that, I don't feel all GLOOM AND DOOM today, at least. Mostly I feel not-awake-yet, which is...kind of weird, actually. I ended up going to bed at about 5:15 last night -- I just couldn't stay awake any longer, and trying was making me sick to my stomach. I got Matthew's pills out, and went to bed. Slept straight through until about 2:30a when I had to get up to go to the bathroom. Ate a cookie because I was hungry, checked email, went back to bed about 3:30a and slept through until my alarm went off at 6:30a. Was back in bed at a bit past 8 because I just could not wake up. Woke up at 12:30... and while I feel more awake than I did previously, I still feel like I could go back to bed and sleep another eight hours. Somehow, though, I think 16 hrs of sleep within a 19hr period is probably sufficient. o_O
It's cloudy and gray, and rainy outside. Maybe that's what's making it so hard to wake up? I dunno. I need to go downstairs and finish up laundry and tidy the kitchen, and get some other stuff done. Just don't wanna.
Okay. Off to accomplish things. Hopefully. *ignores siren-call of nice, comfy bed*
I guess I lied when I said that sleep would fix the cranky. Or did I say that? Maybe I said it would fix the hopelessness feeling. Whatever. I guess it fixed that, I don't feel all GLOOM AND DOOM today, at least. Mostly I feel not-awake-yet, which is...kind of weird, actually. I ended up going to bed at about 5:15 last night -- I just couldn't stay awake any longer, and trying was making me sick to my stomach. I got Matthew's pills out, and went to bed. Slept straight through until about 2:30a when I had to get up to go to the bathroom. Ate a cookie because I was hungry, checked email, went back to bed about 3:30a and slept through until my alarm went off at 6:30a. Was back in bed at a bit past 8 because I just could not wake up. Woke up at 12:30... and while I feel more awake than I did previously, I still feel like I could go back to bed and sleep another eight hours. Somehow, though, I think 16 hrs of sleep within a 19hr period is probably sufficient. o_O
It's cloudy and gray, and rainy outside. Maybe that's what's making it so hard to wake up? I dunno. I need to go downstairs and finish up laundry and tidy the kitchen, and get some other stuff done. Just don't wanna.
Okay. Off to accomplish things. Hopefully. *ignores siren-call of nice, comfy bed*
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Date: 2010-01-20 06:50 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-20 07:25 pm (UTC)I hope you master the crankiness soon. ♥
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Date: 2010-01-20 09:25 pm (UTC)*snuggles*
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Date: 2010-01-21 12:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-21 03:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-01-21 04:57 am (UTC)I hope the doom and gloom stays away! :(