wherein Kim shows she's completely lost her mind

[mickeym]

I want to write this long, sexy, emotional, romantic story of Alec and Gem. *sighs* It would be (obviously) post-Freak Nation, since we don't even SEE Gem until then. I want Alec showing her how good sex can be when it's for fun, for feeling good, rather than just for procreation, and then hanging around and helping with the baby, and they start joking and hanging out and they're falling in love....

I...don't even KNOW myself, any more. Jesus, someone help. Stage an intervention, or something.

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[montanaharper]

I'd read it.

[kali1967.livejournal.com]

But... staging an intervention would be counter-productive to you writing this, wouldn't it? Because I would be all over that fic if it were to be written.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

*laughs* You sound about as comfortable with it as I am at the idea of *writing* it. *rolls eyes* But, yay! One victim reader! *g*

[darkseaglass.livejournal.com]

Shhh. Shhhh. Heterosexuality is a normal part of nature, Kim. Try to be open-minded. God made the heterosexuals, too.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

You are NOT supposed to be encouraging me! I HAVE DEADLINES, dammit! None of which include Dark Angel or Alec! *g* However, once the deadlines have been achieved... yes. Must write Alec/Gem. :) So yay, two readers! Woo! :)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Oh, you're a funny girl *g* *curls up against you*

I actually wrote some Sam/Jess not too long ago, with nary a smidge of Wincest anywhere. Just straight up het! It was weird, and weirdly freeing, all at the same time. *g*

Mostly I'm freaking out over the whole ohmygodOBSESSEDWITHALEC thing. The het is just a small part of it ;)

[darkseaglass.livejournal.com]

I know, you write great Het. I was just teasin'. This obsession is quite understandable. Jensen is beautiful.

[rivers-bend.livejournal.com]

Boy, honey, you have gone to the DarkAngel Side, haven't you?

*g*

You don't want to write a story where Max and Logan start touching each other through Alec, and they all get emotionally tangled with each other and it culminates in a sandwich fuck with Alec as the filling, thrusting into Max as Logan fucks into him slow and deep? um, not that you've had the bunnies at my heels or anything. But I don't have time to watch DA right now, and I don't remember nearly enough...

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I know you were teasing *g* I actually giggled outloud at the "God made the heterosexuals, too" :)

I'm still a major Sam!girl, but this whole immersion into DA has given me a new, better appreciation for the beauty that is Jensen Ackles. Guh.

[montanaharper]

Not uncomfortable, precisely. Just.... After years of reading and writing only slash, suddenly I'm reading and writing het. And whose fault is it? Jensen, man, look what you do to me. *tongue firmly lodged in cheek*

Seriously, though, I'm in a mushy, romantic mood (all the fault of belyste and her gorgeous Something Borrowed, Something Blue, which was my bedtime reading last night), and I like the idea of Alec getting to fall in love again, this time in a better, more hopeful situation.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

YES, OMG, I WANT TO WRITE THAT ONE, TOO (I was thinking about that the other day, in fact.)!!!! (Also have the bare beginnings of a Sam/Alec/Dean sandwich, with Alec as the filling *g*)

*whimpers*

Help meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

[montanaharper]

Oh. My. God.

Yes. Yes, she wants to write that. Don't you, Kim? You want desperately to write that, yes? Please?

*fans self*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Just.... After years of read and writing only slash, suddenly I'm reading and writing het.

YES. Thank you. I wrote some het back when I was writing ST:Voy, and a couple (three) Buffy/Spike stories -- but even those were...geez. Six, seven years ago. But apparently dipping my toes into the SPN/etc. pool has resulted in a case of the I'll-write-anything's. *sighs*

I can't write that story yet, though. I have aynslee's Sweet Charity to do, and yours, and Big Bang to get started, and like, three other things in progress that I want to finish. *feels overwhelmed* Ack.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

You are NOT HELPING, missy-miss! *g*

[zillahseye.livejournal.com]

*eyes you*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I KNOW!

*eyes you back*

[zillahseye.livejournal.com]

Hetfic? Really? There's vaginas in that! Pretty soon we'll have to kick you out of the union.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I can't explain it. Seriously. Though I've been writing vaginas into my fic of late anyway. Sam/Dean/OFC, and then Sam/Jess (fisting, even! het kink!). So this isn't a new trend. Just...a kinda weird one *g*

[rivers-bend.livejournal.com]

Alec's gaze was focused on the leather-clad fingers twined next to Max's face. Max grabbing at Logan's hand, clinging, staring past Alec and up into his eyes. Logan's sweat dripped down Alec's ass, the bead rolling just faster than the bead of Alec's sweat that ran down Max's breast. Max's thighs were hot, almost burning his hips as he thrust into her, making Logan's hips feel almost cool in comparison against his ass.

Alec wanted this, Max's slick heat, the burn of Logan's thrusts, but it was eating him up trying to have it all at once. He wanted Logan spread out underneath him, wanted to pound into his ass, kissing him, devouring his mouth, instead of leaning down to kiss Max with Logan's voice in his ear telling him to do it. Begging him to do it.

He wanted Max up against a wall in a dark corner, legs wrapped around his waist, fingers hard on the back of his head while she arched and moaned and fucked him so hard her ass bruised his hipbones.

He didn't think about how he wanted Logan to seek him out at the end of a long day fighting, to touch his knee, look at him and say, "Talk to me." Or how he wanted Max to come and find him when she was worried about Joshua.

Instead, he watched those gloved fingers twisting and gripping together for one last moment before he closed his eyes and leaned down to kiss Max as requested, baring the tattoo at the back of his neck to Logan's teeth.



um... does that help? or hinder??

[tooembarassed.livejournal.com]

Alec is undoubtedly Jensen at his hottest, sexiest, and is the _only_ man that I would give up Sam and Dean for. I can't tell you how much I would love some Alec, no matter who he is with. But if you were to write Alec with Sam and Dean, I would die. Literally. OMG, I'm having palitations just thinking about it.

[zillahseye.livejournal.com]

WON'T SOMEONE THINK OF THE DICK!

[raynedanser.livejournal.com]

*smiles and nods and pets your head*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm thinking of the dick(s), too. Believe me, everyone's going to get equal time, here. *g* Alec is just too pretty not to write and write and write. (Ditto for Sam and Dean.)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Lord, you're a MEAN MEAN GIRL. *sighs* I have stuff! To write! Deadline stuff!

It helped. *pouts* TOO MUCH. *g*

[twelve-pastels.livejournal.com]

DO EET. I'd totally read it. Hetfic is nothing to be ashamed of, really.