I'm clearly insane

Or something. I just finished signing up for spn_j2_xmas, and for the 50states_spn challenge. I haven't written anything but a couple of little ficlets since I posted my big bang in JULY.

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE???

Okay. I'm good. No, really.

*wibbles*

things I don't get

( Sticking the meat of this under a cut because I don't doubt that it IS triggery for a lot of people -- it contains graphic description(s) of sexual situations involving a very young (fictional) child. )