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Title: Anything
Pairing: Implied Dean/OMCs
Rating: R
Words: 420
Warnings/Spoilers: No spoilers; this is pre-series. Warnings…implied (possible) underage prostitution. I didn't specify an age for Dean, but assume he's probably 18 or younger. Nothing graphic.
Disclaimer: They're not mine, sadly. I'm just borrowing them.
A/N: Meep, I wrote something. Words! I'm kind of stunned over here. Prompted by comments Jensen made in his latest interview, about Dean's promiscuity…and comments in [livejournal.com profile] without_me's journal regarding that. A, this is for you. :) Hope y'all enjoy.






Sometimes, when money's especially tight, he hustles more than just pool. It's not a big deal, though Dean knows people -- People -- would try to make it one, if they knew. So he makes sure no one knows.

But every so often hunts take Dad away longer than he means for them to, and Sammy still needs to eat. Still needs clothes to cover his ever-growing frame; still needs things like notebooks and pencils and whatever for school.

So, when the money runs out and pool or poker don't seem like viable options, Dean goes down to the nearest bar, slouches against the side of the building, and waits.

He never has to wait long. Someone always approaches. Asks him how much.

He didn't know how to answer the first few times; after that, it got easier. Now he knows; sometimes asks for what seems like ridiculous amounts of money.

Thing is, Dean's learned, when you got an itch needs scratching and can't -- or won't -- scratch it yourself, you'll pay someone big bucks to scratch it for you and keep quiet about it.

Those are the ones that like to talk, usually.

Got a gorgeous mouth. Made to suck cock, weren'tcha?

Look so pretty spread out under me.

Gonna fuck that pretty ass 'til you scream.

He's heard it all, every variation of it. Lets each word roll off his back, slide off his skin. None of it means anything to him; they're just words. Random words from anonymous fucks he'll never see again in his life.

After he's scored enough for whatever it is they need (groceries, gas, school, clothes), Dean heads home. Slips quietly into whatever is home this week (apartment, trailer, rundown shack), double-checking salt lines as he goes. He stands under the shower spray and lets the water pour down over him, washing everything away.

Sam's sound asleep when Dean pads into their room (sometimes he has his own room, bed, couch), but he shifts restlessly when Dean draws the covers back to slide into bed.

"Dean?" He sounds so young, voice all rough and sleepy. Dean presses a gentle kiss to his forehead and pushes him back onto his side.

"Shh, go back to sleep, Sammy."

Sam makes a quiet noise of assent, asleep again before Dean's finished spooning up behind him.

Nope, not a big deal. He'll do anything, so long as it means Sammy's fed and clothed, and safe and he can come home and curl up against him.

Anything.

~fin~

Date: 2008-03-03 05:24 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sanj.livejournal.com
*sweet*. I am so sure this happened.

(And what was this interview?)
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Date: 2008-03-03 05:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tabularassa.livejournal.com
This breaks my heart. Poor Dean!baby. *loves*

Date: 2008-03-03 05:46 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] without-me.livejournal.com
Oh, Mickey! Words!!! ::holds you, and them, and Dean, close::

Date: 2008-03-03 06:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rei17.livejournal.com
This is so sad ... *sighs*
Annd so very plausible.
*wants to hug Dean because he´s such a self-sacrificing idiot* ;_;
Now I want to read something sweet where either Sam gets to know what Dean did (probably later on) or Sam showing his big bro a a little bit love in general.

Date: 2008-03-03 06:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] azephirin.livejournal.com
I saw that interview (and that comment!) and was like, "OMG. Canon now, baby!" ([livejournal.com profile] katomyte and I have had many discussions on this topic.)

Your fic breaks my heart a little. (Which is a compliment.)

Date: 2008-03-03 06:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] aynslee.livejournal.com
This is SO beautiful. It really plays on so much of who Dean is--his need to provide for Sam and protect him, even from not having school supplies, and his absolutely willingess to do what needs to be done and move on. Gorgeous work!

Date: 2008-03-03 11:59 am (UTC)
ext_8208: (Default)
From: [identity profile] merihn.livejournal.com
I hate and love these kinds of fics. I love them cos they're realistic, cos seriously, how could they ALWAYS have enough money from scamming credit cards, specially when John goes away? And I hate them because Dean would have just thought it was something he had to do, soemthing practical. That it didn'tr matter that he was just giving something of himself away...

You handled it perfectly.

Date: 2008-03-03 02:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] withdiamonds.livejournal.com
First of all, Jensen's comment cracked me up and killed me at the same time. Does he have any idea what he's doing to us?

But this story is lovely, with about a million layers, and mostly what shines through is his love for Sammy. I'm so glad you found words. :)

Date: 2008-03-03 02:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lovetheguys.livejournal.com
Now when I read the interview, I figured he meant Dean was fucking women to make extra money, but to each his own taste, of course. Love, Robin

Date: 2008-03-03 03:27 pm (UTC)
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From: [identity profile] nomelon.livejournal.com
Oh. Oh, Dean. So sad. Thank you :)

(And yet I use the icon of happy hooker!Dean getting paid \o/)

Date: 2008-03-03 03:57 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zillahseye.livejournal.com
AWWWWW. Oh Deannnnnn. *whimper*

Date: 2008-03-03 06:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] rivers-bend.livejournal.com
yessss. *nods* exactly like this.

Oh, Dean.

and \o/ words!

*draws hearts around you and this*

Date: 2008-03-03 06:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fleshflutter.livejournal.com
Oh this was awesomely done. Love love love the quiet resignation to it. The idea that it's no big deal and you wonder just far Dean believes that. Awesome work, darling. :)

Date: 2008-03-03 09:26 pm (UTC)
ext_4073: (Martel words)
From: [identity profile] cormallen.livejournal.com
Oh, Dean... It's no big deal. This is such a small piece, but you put so much in it, hon. Not a big deal, indeed...

Date: 2008-07-14 01:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lexii314.livejournal.com
God this was so very real!!! I actually believe that this has happened. OMG!! so very, very sad. Beautiful story!

Date: 2008-08-05 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com
Damn... Sounds like Dean, too! He'll give anything - and everything, for Sam... And I'm sure it would break Sam's heart if he ever found out...

*hugs*

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