oh, man, supernatural

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Oh, my heart.

Not sure how coherent this is going to be, since I'm still crying. Jesus.

Completely setting aside for the moment the fact that I really, genuinely like Bobby...what is this going to do to Sam and Dean? To Dean, in particular.

I love that Bobby thought of Sam and Dean as his boys. That he threw a baseball with Dean. Stood up to John about it.

The scene with Bobby's parents broke my heart. His dad...oh, man. What an awful person. I can't feel bad at all that he died the way he did; I do feel horrible for Bobby that he felt driven to do it. And his mom, all, "God is going to punish you."

I really loved that Rufus stuck with Bobby. I think there was a lot of layers to their relationship, partnership, whatever that we will never know or see. And whatever their falling out, that core was still there.

This episode...definitely up there in my "favorites", but trying to think too much about it right now is making me want to cry some more. Which is making my head hurt again.

We didn't actually see Bobby 'letting go' (also, how big of a dick was that reaper? Geez.) so I suppose maybe there could still be a miracle and Bobby isn't actually dead? Though I'm not holding out a lot of hope for that.