Fic: Anything, implied Dean/OMCs, R, 1/1

[mickeym]

Title: Anything
Pairing: Implied Dean/OMCs
Rating: R
Words: 420
Warnings/Spoilers: No spoilers; this is pre-series. Warnings…implied (possible) underage prostitution. I didn't specify an age for Dean, but assume he's probably 18 or younger. Nothing graphic.
Disclaimer: They're not mine, sadly. I'm just borrowing them.
A/N: Meep, I wrote something. Words! I'm kind of stunned over here. Prompted by comments Jensen made in his latest interview, about Dean's promiscuity…and comments in without_me's journal regarding that. A, this is for you. :) Hope y'all enjoy.






Sometimes, when money's especially tight, he hustles more than just pool. It's not a big deal, though Dean knows people -- People -- would try to make it one, if they knew. So he makes sure no one knows.

But every so often hunts take Dad away longer than he means for them to, and Sammy still needs to eat. Still needs clothes to cover his ever-growing frame; still needs things like notebooks and pencils and whatever for school.

So, when the money runs out and pool or poker don't seem like viable options, Dean goes down to the nearest bar, slouches against the side of the building, and waits.

He never has to wait long. Someone always approaches. Asks him how much.

He didn't know how to answer the first few times; after that, it got easier. Now he knows; sometimes asks for what seems like ridiculous amounts of money.

Thing is, Dean's learned, when you got an itch needs scratching and can't -- or won't -- scratch it yourself, you'll pay someone big bucks to scratch it for you and keep quiet about it.

Those are the ones that like to talk, usually.

Got a gorgeous mouth. Made to suck cock, weren'tcha?

Look so pretty spread out under me.

Gonna fuck that pretty ass 'til you scream.

He's heard it all, every variation of it. Lets each word roll off his back, slide off his skin. None of it means anything to him; they're just words. Random words from anonymous fucks he'll never see again in his life.

After he's scored enough for whatever it is they need (groceries, gas, school, clothes), Dean heads home. Slips quietly into whatever is home this week (apartment, trailer, rundown shack), double-checking salt lines as he goes. He stands under the shower spray and lets the water pour down over him, washing everything away.

Sam's sound asleep when Dean pads into their room (sometimes he has his own room, bed, couch), but he shifts restlessly when Dean draws the covers back to slide into bed.

"Dean?" He sounds so young, voice all rough and sleepy. Dean presses a gentle kiss to his forehead and pushes him back onto his side.

"Shh, go back to sleep, Sammy."

Sam makes a quiet noise of assent, asleep again before Dean's finished spooning up behind him.

Nope, not a big deal. He'll do anything, so long as it means Sammy's fed and clothed, and safe and he can come home and curl up against him.

Anything.

~fin~

Comments

[sanj.livejournal.com]

*sweet*. I am so sure this happened.

(And what was this interview?)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Okay, this is the whole interview. I haven't read it myself, so I don't know if there are spoilers, if you are a no-spoiler person :)

The quote in particular that prompted this is:

Q: Are the guys still mainly living on stolen credit cards and so forth?

A: For the most part, yeah. Dean's a bit of a pool shark and also a bit of a gambler. . . . And who knows? Dean's a promiscuous kind of guy. Who knows how he drums up the funds that they use?

:)

Re: word

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure Dean would do whatever it took -- and not think twice about it -- to make sure Sam was taken care of.

[tabularassa.livejournal.com]

This breaks my heart. Poor Dean!baby. *loves*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I think it's heartbreaking, because it's so easy to imagine. If it were one of those things that was unlikely, or highly unusual...but it seems all too possible, imo.

*hugs* Thanks, honey.

[without-me.livejournal.com]

Oh, Mickey! Words!!! ::holds you, and them, and Dean, close::

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

*snugs* Thanks, honey :) Words, indeed. I think I'm going to have to do a piece from Sam's POV, where he's aware/discovers what Dean's doing. And then maybe a third one, with that scenario I mentioned, someone wanting to pay to watch the two of them together.

[rei17.livejournal.com]

This is so sad ... *sighs*
Annd so very plausible.
*wants to hug Dean because he´s such a self-sacrificing idiot* ;_;
Now I want to read something sweet where either Sam gets to know what Dean did (probably later on) or Sam showing his big bro a a little bit love in general.

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Like I said to another comment above, I think it's sad/more heartbreaking because it's plausible. If it seemed unlikely or out of character, it wouldn't be so sad, I don't think.

But yeah, I want to do a 2nd piece where Sam finds out, and I have a 3rd piece in mind where someone offers to pay the brothers to sex each other up while they watch. My head's a scary place, yes...

[azephirin.livejournal.com]

I saw that interview (and that comment!) and was like, "OMG. Canon now, baby!" (katomyte and I have had many discussions on this topic.)

Your fic breaks my heart a little. (Which is a compliment.)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

It's totally canon, now *g*

And it kind of broke my heart, writing it. Because it seems like a definite possibility; we know Dean wouldn't hesitate to do whatever he felt was necessary to keep Sam safe/fed/clothed/whatever.

*hugs you*

[aynslee.livejournal.com]

This is SO beautiful. It really plays on so much of who Dean is--his need to provide for Sam and protect him, even from not having school supplies, and his absolutely willingess to do what needs to be done and move on. Gorgeous work!

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Thanks, honey :) It's totally how I see Dean. I mean, c'mon, the guy SOLD HIS SOUL for his brother -- he's not going to fuss over sex-for-money, to ensure his brother has enough to eat, etc.

[merihn.livejournal.com]

I hate and love these kinds of fics. I love them cos they're realistic, cos seriously, how could they ALWAYS have enough money from scamming credit cards, specially when John goes away? And I hate them because Dean would have just thought it was something he had to do, soemthing practical. That it didn'tr matter that he was just giving something of himself away...

You handled it perfectly.

♥

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Thanks, honey. *hugs you* I see it as a very realistic, possible thing -- credit cards would be questioned if the person using them looked too young (16, 17, 18). Poker or hustling pool would be risky too, because fake ID or no, there'd always be a chance of getting kicked out of a bar. But hustling sex? Very good option for someone as pretty as Dean. And we know how far he'll go for Sammy, so.

Thanks for reading it :)

[withdiamonds.livejournal.com]

First of all, Jensen's comment cracked me up and killed me at the same time. Does he have any idea what he's doing to us?

But this story is lovely, with about a million layers, and mostly what shines through is his love for Sammy. I'm so glad you found words. :)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

He might've figured it'd be something the fangirls would embrace...but he really can't possibly have any clue. *g* Not only did we embrace it, but we ran away with it and got married in Vegas ;)

I'm glad you liked it -- and glad that his love for Sammy, and his willingness to do anything FOR Sammy -- came through. Thank you :)

[lovetheguys.livejournal.com]

Now when I read the interview, I figured he meant Dean was fucking women to make extra money, but to each his own taste, of course. Love, Robin

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

While that's always a possibility, it's unlikely women would pay for sex (quick money, anyway) the way another guy would. Women might hire a gigolo/escort, and I'm certainly not saying Dean wouldn't go that route...but if he needed a quick $50 for groceries, because 14yr old Sam was growing and eating them out of house and home...if pool or poker didn't pan out, hustling sex could be a stop-gap measure.

Thanks for reading :)

[nomelon.livejournal.com]

Oh. Oh, Dean. So sad. Thank you :)

(And yet I use the icon of happy hooker!Dean getting paid \o/)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

Well, getting paid is always a \o/ moment ;) But it is sad, thinking about Dean taking that step to ensure Sammy's taken care of. It makes me sad for Dean, and mad at John, for the possibility.

[zillahseye.livejournal.com]

AWWWWW. Oh Deannnnnn. *whimper*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I know :(

*hugs you*

[rivers-bend.livejournal.com]

yessss. *nods* exactly like this.

Oh, Dean.

and \o/ words!

*draws hearts around you and this*

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

*snuggles* Thanks, baby. You know that's how it went, because Dean would do anything to ensure his Sammy's taken care of.

[fleshflutter.livejournal.com]

Oh this was awesomely done. Love love love the quiet resignation to it. The idea that it's no big deal and you wonder just far Dean believes that. Awesome work, darling. :)

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I think Dean would tell himself, starting as young as he needed to (six, seven, etc.) that whatever he needed to do to ensure Sammy was taken care of...that's what had to be done. "Take care of Sammy" is his catch-phrase -- he says it himself, in AHBL2. "I had one job" and "Dad didn't even have to tell me". And we know from things revealed in the course of the seasons so far, Dean's identity comes from how well he takes care of his family. I don't think he would even think there was a choice; Sammy needs something, Dean does whatever's necessary to get it.

Kind of heart-breaking, isn't it?

[cormallen.livejournal.com]

Oh, Dean... It's no big deal. This is such a small piece, but you put so much in it, hon. Not a big deal, indeed...

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

*hugs you lots* Thanks, honey :) It's just so...Dean, y'know? Do whatever needs to be done, to take care of his Sammy.

Where have you been lately? I miss seeing you around! *snugs*

[cormallen.livejournal.com]

*snugs back*
I've been... where have I been? I've pretty much been sick this entire week, and I am still less healthy than I'd like. I don't know that I've done anything really different this week than I normally do - well, I posted that fic last Monday, which, yeah, I guess for me is different - but other than that, I've been sorta around. I slept a lot. I guess I missed all sortsa wank, from what I gather, something about some kind of meme, I don't know. I never know about these things.

[lexii314.livejournal.com]

God this was so very real!!! I actually believe that this has happened. OMG!! so very, very sad. Beautiful story!

[mickeym.livejournal.com]

I could see it happening, very easily. See Dean doing *whatever it took* to keep Sam safe and cared for.

Thanks for reading, and for commenting!

[a-phoenixdragon.livejournal.com]

Damn... Sounds like Dean, too! He'll give anything - and everything, for Sam... And I'm sure it would break Sam's heart if he ever found out...

*hugs*