ok, this time it made me cry.

i woke up this morning with this in my head. haunting me, like JC's memories, his mind, are haunting him. gah,

anyway. this is stunning, honey...achingly painful and raw, and it slips under your skin and just stays there-- then grabs you tight when you least expect it.

our beautiful, ruined boys. we do hurt them so-- but you do it so gently that i bet they didn't even feel it coming. ouchy, and just...perfect :)