mickeym: (spn_after the siren we're okay)
I've been pretty removed from all things fannish lately. A combination of trying to get my big bang finished and also just the sheer amount of mental/emotional energy that unemployment/job-hunting/living at poverty level brings.

To tell the truth, I had so much trouble writing my big bang that I was honestly afraid that I'd reached the end of my fannish period for SPN. I've wondered for a while now, because I just couldn't bring myself to care much about anything to do with the show or the actors or the characters since the finale. Part of it is my RL stuff. But part of it, too, is a combination of the gut-wrenching ending we got for S5 and the whole twisty mess of getting over-involved with RPF. However happy I am that the guys seem to be happy getting married and doing their newly-wed thing, there's still a tiny part of me that will forever wish there could really be a Jared-n-Jensen. *shrug* I am in touch with reality enough to know there won't be, but I wish there could be.

I've been in SPN fandom now since early in 2006, which puts me at about 4.5 years. The fandom has changed a LOT in that time. Not for better or worse, just change, but any of y'all who know me know that change often shakes me up. So I figure some of my ambivalence toward fandom and SPN is probably due to that, as well.

I'm not ready to be done with SPN -- and fortunately, I don't think it's ready to be done with me. I rewatched the S5 finale earlier, and cried, which I like to think I wouldn't do if I didn't still feel invested in it. I want to write more. I want to get involved again. In some ways, I feel like I'm starting all over with it, because so many of my friends that I met through SPN have moved on, or disappeared, while I'm still here. I hope things pick up again once the new season starts, but even so, fandom in general is kind of all about new beginnings, isn't it? No matter what your particular fannish interest and when/where you start, there's always a beginning there somewhere.

I've seen a lot of posts and comments scattered around about stuff that came out during ComicCon. Spoilers for S6, pictures, panels -- if anyone could point me toward specific posts, or PM me with information, I would love you forever. Don't put spoilers in the comments, please, because I know a lot of my friends are not spoiler-friendly and I don't want to inadvertently ruin things for someone else. But links are good, or, like I said, a PM with all the info you might have :)
mickeym: (spn_jared f13)
Open post, but don't repost the link, or hotlink to it. Please comment if you dl, since this is my private server and I need to keep an eye on bandwidth. Right-click to save, unzip the file and change the extension from .abc to .avi, then enjoy! :)

4x12 - Criss Angel Is a Douchebag - ~357MB
mickeym: (spn_sammy shy smile green sweater)
I've just been re-reading [livejournal.com profile] veronamay's Nine Lives, Cat's Eyes (and crying over it, because it's sad, but not, and so gorgeous). It's Sam/Alec, future!fic (duh). Dean's gone, and Sam's...made a sort of peace with that, and himself.

And it got me thinking, about why I love the idea of Sam/Alec so much.

They are two of a kind, I think. They're both warriors, they've known personal and not-personal battle and losses. Unless some sort of miracle happens, Sam will lose Dean to the deal, so he'll be as alone as Alec is. Alec has friends, sure. But it's unlikely there would ever be a romance between him and Max, nor between him and Logan. Sam and Alec both need someone, even if they're not setting up house together. Someone to call when it's late and they're tired, but sleep is elusive. Someone to text when things are boring. Someone that the other knows cares about them, and will wonder what happened if they suddenly stop hearing from them.

I think this is probably the part where I say "I'm clearly a hopeless romantic; back away if that scares you".

If Sam can't have Dean -- and the only reason I could buy that is if Dean's dead -- then I want him to have Alec. And hell, I'm all for Sam/Dean/Alec...I think the three of them would be a good fit.

So, who out there knows of some Sam/Alec or Sam/Dean/Alec stories they want to steer me towards? (Or, y'know, write, because you love me and want me to be happy?)

Now I think I'll see if I can't stop crying, pull myself together, and get ready for bed. Because it's late, and I really need to get to sleep. Ugh.
mickeym: (spn_adrianne needs licking)
These are from some pictures that were posted a while ago. I think this girl is absolutely gorgeous, so figured I would make an icon or two of her...and ended up with 14 *facepalm*

They're all shareable, and feel free to add text or whatever. (Or improve on them--I'll be the first to admit I'm far from an expert icon-maker :))


adrianne01.jpg adrianne07.jpg adrianne13.jpg

All of them behind the cut: )
mickeym: (spn_foot fetish)
Five icons. Very basic, because my icon-fu isn't very strong *g* They're all shareable, and if you want to credit me, that's cool, but it's not a big deal. Enjoy the feets :)

feetfetish1.jpg feetfetish2.jpg feetfetish3.jpg feetfetish4.jpg feetfetish5.jpg
mickeym: (Default)
Y'all need to go over to [livejournal.com profile] mkitty3's journal, right now. She's done a fantastic manip of vamp!Dean and Sam, and the trust and sense of giving in it just take my breath away.

Go here to see it, and be sure to leave her feedback on it.
mickeym: (spn_sam's grieving)
Title: Kisses Like Salt
Pairing: Sam/Dean, Sam/Madison
Rating: PG13, I guess
Spoilers: For Heart
Word Count: 100
Notes: Just a drabble. I really, really love Heart. It breaks mine, every time I watch it.

She tasted salty. )
mickeym: (spn_j2 jared climbs jen like a tree)
Title: Picture This
Pairing: Jared/Jensen (CWRPS)
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~1500
Spoilers: None
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own them or pretend to even know them. This is pure fiction, nothing more.
Notes: Okay. [livejournal.com profile] digitalwave made this absolutely GORGEOUS manip of Jensen, and I felt very inspired by it. [livejournal.com profile] digitalwave, I hope I did justice to your creation, and I hope you enjoy this :)

Picture This )
mickeym: (spn_sam and jess happier days)
Title: Girls Rock Your Boys
Pairing: Sam/Jess, implied Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Word Count: ~4100
Spoilers: None; this is pre-pilot
Warnings: pegging, implied incest
Disclaimer: I don't own them, and I'm not making any money off them. Sadly.
Notes: This is all [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster's fault. Seriously, she started it. "I want to write some Sam/Jess pegging fic", she says. Then complained because it kept turning angsty. I laughed, and this is karma. Because oh, yes, angst-a-rama, along with the porn. Heh. Anyway, it's her fault, but I also have to give [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster ginormous hugs and thank-yous for whipping this sucker into shape. You kick ass as a beta, honey :) Enjoy the story, y'all. :)

Summary: Sometimes Sam just needs something more.

Girls Rock Your Boys )
mickeym: (spn_dean perfection (credit nyau))
Got these from [livejournal.com profile] chezzy_1, who posted them to the [livejournal.com profile] dean_sam comm. I've zipped the photos up into one file, and am putting thumbs here so y'all can see what you're downloading. There are six images total, and they're *ginormous*, seriously. The zip file is ~22MB. Feel free to grab it :)

jenthumb1.jpg jenthumb2.jpg jenthumb3.jpg

jenthumb4.jpg jenthumb5.jpg jenthumb6.jpg

[ Jensen zip file ] - .zip file, ~22MB

Just posting thumbs and the zip file, because the images are NOT dial-up friendly :)

I don't care if you share the link with people, just please no hotlinking, and a comment if you dl would be nice, just 'cos it's a biggish file. Thanks :)
mickeym: (spn_chibi brothers together)
Title: Angel Tears
Author: Mickey M.
Pairing No pairing; it's Gen (wee!Winchesters)
Word Count: ~850
Rating: G
Spoilers/Warnings: None. Pre-series.
Disclaimer: Not mine, no money being made.
Notes: Written for the [livejournal.com profile] spnflashfic challenge, Supernatural 101
Summary: Sam wants to know what salt is.

Angel Tears )
mickeym: (spn_wincest is love)
Here's a compromise, for those of you who can't/won't pick Dean over Sam or Sam over Dean (hah! I made a funny *g*):

[Poll #1034610]
mickeym: (spn_playthings why the gay (credit phoen)
Come one, come all, you know you want to answer :)

YES, I'm procrastinating again. I opened the story file an hour ago, and ended up with 900 words of flashfic gen. Sheesh.

Poll: Sam and Dean, sitting in a tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G... )
mickeym: (spn_dean with shadow of sam)
Title: Voices On the Edge of Nowhere
Pairing: None; it's gen
Rating: G
Spoilers/Warnings: none; takes place pre-series
Disclaimer: They're not mine; that honor belongs to Kripke, et al.
Notes: Originally written for the [livejournal.com profile] spnflashfic 'souvenir' challenge. We've seen in the episodes how well Dean doesn't do with Sam gone; I don't think that's a recent development, either. Many huge thanks and hugs to [livejournal.com profile] geneli4 and [livejournal.com profile] raynedanser for on-the-fly beta duty extraordinaire. Y'all rock. *smooches*

Enjoy the story :)

Voices On the Edge of Nowhere )
mickeym: (spn_such a pretty sammy)
Title: Gift From the God(desses)
Pairing: Sam/girl!Dean
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: ~1370
Warnings: Genderswap, incest
Spoilers: None
Disclaimer: They're not mine, and I'm not making any money from this (though I am having fun *g*).
Notes: I'm posting this as slash, even though Dean's a girl -- because Dean, at least, still thinks of himself as a guy.

A little while back, [livejournal.com profile] valiant wrote this really freakin' hot genderswap thing, and I loved it a whole lot. It's girl!Dean, and he's crampy and miserable, and Sam just wants to make him feel better. I comment-porned in her entry, but I liked the idea, too--so I took the 300 or so words, and, um. Added another 1000? Heh. Also, kudos to [livejournal.com profile] ellipsisblack. You totally know why :)

Hope y'all enjoy the story!

Gift from the God(desses) )
mickeym: (spn_dean mmm there)
Title: Untitled snippet
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: NC17
Spoilers/Warnings: brothers having sex :)
Disclaimers: Not mine, sadly. They'd probably have more fun if they were.
Notes: [livejournal.com profile] ellipsisblack wrote this really hot Sam/Dean story which you totally should go read, and I comment-porned her. And kind of liked it. So I thought I would share, because the world needs more porn. And more toppy!Sammy. And as I said to her in comments, I was starting to think my porn vibe was broken, but maybe not. Hopefully not. I have hope again :) Anyway, enjoy. :)

415 words of NC17 Sam/Dean, right this way. )
mickeym: (spn_caught in the middle)
Title: In Thine Eyes
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: ~2600
Spoilers: Very vague for S1; takes place between Dead Man's Blood and Salvation
Warnings: Incest
Disclaimer: I don't own them; that honor belongs to Kripke, et al.
Notes: I originally meant this to be for [livejournal.com profile] destina, for her birthday. Then I didn't get it done in time, and then it didn't end up being what I'd originally planned. So, um, Des, I'll try again :) Many thanks to [livejournal.com profile] pierson, [livejournal.com profile] synecdochic, [livejournal.com profile] nu_breed and [livejournal.com profile] poetdiva28 for reassurance and handholding, and huge thanks and kudos to [livejournal.com profile] janissa11 for the fantastic beta. *hugs* I hope y'all enjoy the story.

Summary: John makes a discovery he really didn't want.

In Thine Eyes )
mickeym: (spn_young brothers young lovers)
Title: Best Birthday Ever
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Rating: PG
Word Count: ~700
Spoilers: None, this is pre-series
Warnings: Incest, underage
Disclaimer: I don't own them; that privilege belongs to Kripke, et al.
Notes: This started out as a little comment bit I did for [livejournal.com profile] wendy in her journal, back on Sam's birthday. I found it tonight when I was looking for a different file, and decided to expand it, clean it up, and share it. Because birthdays should be shared :) Enjoy!

Best Birthday Ever )
mickeym: (spn_shadow of sam)
Title: Ashes to Ashes
Pairing/Characters: mostly Sam, but Sam/Jess (implied)
Rating: PG13
Word Count: ~1000
Spoilers: for the pilot
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own them; that privilege belongs to Kripke, et al.
Notes: Takes place right after the pilot ends, and before Wendigo. Just a little bit that floated into my head and wouldn't leave until I wrote it out. It's kind of a different style for me, so I hope it works. Hope y'all enjoy it :)
Summary: After the fire, Sam's trying to pick up the pieces.

Sam digs through the ruins of the apartment mechanically, ignoring the worried looks Dean keeps throwing his way. )


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